Actually got quit a lot of people there. Surprisingly.
Our side of the table did not have a chance to talk much to her.
It was quite fun. Mainly because of all the craps that we talked about. We really annoyed other people in Thai Express ...
The meal was ... expensive. And somehow I felt quite bad afterwards. I don't know why I felt that way. Probably because I took the train back alone. And I started thinking about things.
Contemplating. Being concerned. They may be the best characteristics that I have. But they are really, really tiring though.
There are a lot of things that I don't seem to react too, but they actually registered in my mind. And that's annoying. But probably everyone feels that way, too.
I guess it's just that there are things that people don't experience the same way as me, don't live in the same world as me, don't grow up with the same people as me, so they don't really understand the meaning of such things. But probably that same thing applies to me.
Somehow I feel relieved about being underestimated. This, in the end, is what I have wanted for many years. Just being a nobody. I'm the best when I'm nobody, I guess.
Long and tiring day.
Kalamazoo interview tomorrow.
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